Employed!?!?

I think this is going to be one of the last blogs I stick up on this space. I reckon that I will start a new one for the Korea trip as I haven’t told anyone aobut this one. Its nice to keep things personal sometimes. Especially this, its nicer to know that or think that nobody I know will read this, mostly I reckon that nobody will read it anyway!

Got the confirmation of my teaching job in Korea and have accepted it, all I have to do is send a copy of the contract with my mark on it. Which is a bit of a pain cos I don’t even have a printer to print the thing out on! That’s not really a problem. I got my ipod in the post as well. Got it yesterday and transferred all my music to and all my pictures and all my documents… well almost all of that, I had to ditch some of the music to fit all of the pictures on the ipod, but I am not sure that I will need all the pictures, in fact I know I wont, but its nice to have them. While I’m away I doubt that I will get more music onto my ipod cos I wont have a pc with itunes to sort it. Well I’ve got yamipod on my ipod now so that’s cool. I might take some of the photos off… maybe some of the music I wont listen to. But I have already noticed that I am listening to different stuff cos I sort by album. Right now I am still running out the battery for the first time and I’m listening to Original Pirate Material – The Streets, which I haven’t listened to for quite a while!

I’m sitting in my room with a pretty much all my stuff out of the loft in my room. Its messy. Very messy. But I think it could be worse. I’ve been bringing down the boxes and looking in side, mostly thinking, why did I keep this, then I remember the sentimental value, then its straight in the bin! There Is quite a lot that reminds me of my ex girlfriend. Its not a bad thing remembering the past and the good times, but it also reminds me of how empty I have felt at points since starting uni and splitting up with my ex, or to put it more accurately my ex splitting up with me. It was a good thing really, I had no worries, no ties that bind. But I like to share my time and thoughts and feelings and my dreams with people who are close to me. And I have missed out on three years of sharing and time with someone. Well its more than three years now. I have been single for a few months longer than I was attached now, having broken up about 3 and a half years ago. I miss my ex, but shes not the same person anymore and nor am I so at least I understand that its not the same anymore, the person I miss doesn’t exist anymore, things change and that’s the only consistent thing in the world, change.

Take it easy