Ups and downs, it's all ups and downs!

Well that was an emotional day!

As soon as I wrote that last blog I went swimming and had a think about everything. It seriously cleared my head and helped me think clearly, and I think that I did more lengths than I normally do, but that's probably down to the fact that I have been swimming loads and not eating as much or as badly as before (although I have never had a bad diet really).

Had a chat with my mum about my situation and she was really supportive, she advised that I go straight back to uni to do a masters course but I said that I didn't want to cos of my money situation. So we decided that I was stuck!

Then went back to my volunteer work in the afternoon and evening and it really focused me and I worked really hard, as if i had something to prove to someone, the only person I am proving anything to is myself.

So, what am I going to do now?? We'll have to see, but if I can manage to save a few thousand pounds in the next couple of years, I might have to go back to uni!