Can't get you out of my head!

I have just made an awesome creation! I have cooked myself a sausage cassarole. Its great, especially at this time of year when hearty food is what goes down the best. other than that, today has been just another day. had to go shopping, so i did actually leave the house. Applied for a couple of jobs and got some replies about volunteering, which i will definately start doing if it means that I get some experience in the career area that I wanna go into.

Do yo uever get a song stuck in your head? have you noticed that its always a bad song? If it wasn't it wouldnt bother you. I have a problem which is similar. There is a girl in my head. Its really getting on my nerves! I have really liked this girl from the day I met her. I even remember exactly what I thought about her on the way back home that night; 'hmmm... that girls really nice, I think I'd like to get to know her better'.

I didnt lust after her or even think that much about her after, but for months after that I got to know her and that was it, I was hooked, she had me! Well in my mind she did, obviously she didnt want a grasp over me and this became apparent about a year later when I couldnt handle it anymore and had to get it off my chest. Not the best time to do it, when drunk. But thats how it went down and it was good. It was sooooo good. it was actually like the world off my shoulders and I could simply get on with things. That was about two year ago and since then I think about her all of time. How much does that suck. Like having Karma Chameleon stuck in head, but worse!!! It didnt even take me this long to get over the girlfriend that dumped me!

I cant wait anymore, I have to eat!